A word on SHINee “Our Page”.

They sing about our page. The same stance we were pausing on for past 190 days. That sad moment which we are still in denial.

While engaging in their hectic tasks they look for him. His light, his illumination. Walking in dark allies, training hard core, they look for that inspiration. That inspiration which was there 190 days ago. Him. That wonderful personality once shone on stage. Today shining in the deep blue sky.

If you want to know why fans are crying for the loss of a celebrity who lives 1000 miles away and probably never get to see.

 In the light of Jonghyun's sudden passing away, I was dumbstruck as every fan around the world and a little bit more since I recently started loving K-pop, SHINee the group and specially Jonghyun. Our celebrity idols we love, we almost treat them as our close neighbors in our hearts, though it never can become true.